Gotta be me
BDSM is a pretty new thing for me. I’m still figuring it all out and have much to learn. I love looking at the photos of provocatively dressed women, a form of cosplay, and have the hardest time imagining myself dressing like that.
Sometimes I wish I were better at acting, and relished the idea of putting on the veneer and playing a part. But it’s not me. I don’t need more layers; I’m trying to strip away the thick walls I already own and reach the essence of me. It’s an arduous process.
In the end, I can only be me. It’s the best I’ve got and it’s not going to have a fabulous exterior. But oh, the interior…
